Friday, June 5, 2015

Fresh New Motivation



As most of you are probably aware I just got back from Ireland last Saturday night.  I had the most amazing time, and I have lots of stories that I could share, but since this is a weight loss blog, I will stick to the relevant stories.

The Plane Ride

If anything has motivated me to stay with it, and keep working to lose weight, it was flying on the planes.  I have purposely avoided planes for a long time because of my size, but before I left on the trip I had it in my mind that I wasn't going to have any difficulty fitting into the seats or fastening the seat belt.  After all I had lost almost 100 lbs and I felt very confident that I wouldn't have any trouble.  I was sadly mistaken.  I am still a big girl, and still have a lot of weight to lose, and it was definitely a problem.  When I first sat down I was shocked at how much room that I took up.  On the flight from Orlando to Charlotte, NC, I was sitting next to someone on the team who is very small, and therefore I felt a little more comfortable.  On the flight from NC to Dublin, Ireland I was sitting next to a stranger.  He was a very friendly guy, and in no way did he make me feel uncomfortable, or make me feel like I was really big, but I was extremely self conscious.  I was determined that I wasn't going to take up any of his seat.  I purposely sat so that I overlapped a little into the aisle.  This is embarrassing to admit, but the awful and honest truth.  I sat that way for 7 1/2 hours, but I figured that it was better for me to be uncomfortable than for the nice stranger next to me.  When I went to put on my seat belt I became very afraid that I was going to have to ask for a seat belt extender, and the thought of that was enough motivation to squeeze myself into the seat belt.  I was successful, but probably relocated some of my internal organs in the process - ha ha.  To say the least all of this combined created in me a new motivation to never give up in my quest to reach my goal weight.

The Food

I wish I had a wonderful story to tell you about how I stuck perfectly to my diet the entire time that I was in Ireland, but that is not the case.  I knew that without the opportunity to measure or weigh my food that this would be a problem.  I honestly just tried to enjoy myself, and not go too crazy.  I know that I went over my calorie count each day, but I was getting so much exercise that it more than made up for what I was eating.  In fact I lost weight while I was there. Yay!!  The hills in Ireland are very steep, and at times I was getting some very intense exercise.  I thoroughly enjoyed it, and took every opportunity to get as much exercise as possible.
The food was amazing, and if you love fish you are set.  I had fish several times, and it was wonderful every time.  I also had a cheeseburger at one restaurant.  It was good, but the flavor was unexpected.  I expected it to taste like an American cheeseburger, but they add different spices to the meat, and it tasted a little more like a mild sausage.  We also would grab deli sandwiches on the go sometimes, and they were always fresh and good.  I was impressed with all of the food.

Now that I am back it has been a challenge to get back into a routine.  I didn't count points for an entire week, and didn't think about every bite I was putting into my mouth.  (Honestly it was nice to have a break.  It can get tedious keeping track of everything).  I am back to counting everything now, and determined to shed the remaining extra weight that I am carrying

I know that I talked about the struggles that I had, but I was thinking that two years ago I would have never been able to go on this trip.  I wouldn't have fit into the seat on the plane, and I would have never been able to climb the hills, or do all of the walking that we did while there.  I am so grateful for the amount of weight that I have lost, and I think the Lord for all of the help that he has given to me in the process!